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Chapter 3: The Wife He Never Planned to Love

I didn’t open the envelope immediately.

That surprised everyone.

Including me.

A part of me wanted to rip it apart.

I wanted answers.

I wanted every secret Derek had buried.

I wanted to understand how the man who promised to protect me had become the person standing in front of me, ready to leave me alone while I gave birth.

But another part of me was terrified.

Because sometimes the truth hurts more than the lie.

Derek watched me carefully.

“Claire.””

I looked at him.

“Don’t.””

His expression changed.

“Don’t what?””

“Don’t say my name like you still care.””

His face fell.

For a second, I almost felt sorry for him.

Almost.

Then I remembered the fifteen dollars.

I remembered standing alone in labor while he checked his phone.

I remembered all the nights I convinced myself he was just stressed.

All the times I defended him.

All the times I chose him.

And how easily he chose someone else.

Margaret quietly moved toward the table.

“I’m sorry.””

I looked at her.

“For what?””

Her eyes filled with tears.

“For knowing my son was hurting you and pretending I didn’t see it.””

That answer surprised me.

Because I expected excuses.

Not guilt.

She sat down.

“I should have told you months ago.””

“About what?””

She looked at Derek.

“About the arrangement.””

The word made my stomach twist.

Arrangement.

Not relationship.

Not love.

Arrangement.

I turned toward my husband.

“What arrangement?””

Derek rubbed his hands over his face.

“Mom, leave.””

“No.””

“You’re making this worse.””

Margaret laughed bitterly.

“You made this worse when you decided a pregnant woman deserved to find out about her husband’s affair while standing alone in a kitchen.””

Derek flinched.

I looked at the envelope again.

“Tell me.””

He stayed silent.

“Tell me why you married me.””

His eyes met mine.

And for the first time, I saw something I had never seen before.

Shame.

“I did love you.””

The sentence hurt.

Because it sounded like a confession and an excuse at the same time.

“Did?””

He looked down.

“I still do.””

I shook my head.

“No.””

A tear slipped down my cheek.

“You love being forgiven.””

He didn’t respond.

“You love knowing someone will always choose you.””

My voice became stronger.

“But love isn’t leaving someone in labor because another woman called.””

Derek looked away.

Margaret opened the envelope.

Inside were several pages.

The first page was a contract.

Not a marriage certificate.

A contract.

I read the first lines.

And my heart sank.

“Financial agreement?””

I looked at Derek.

“What is this?””

He didn’t answer.

Margaret did.

“When Derek married you, his company was failing.””

I frowned.

“That’s not true.””

Derek looked uncomfortable.

“I had problems.””

“You told me your business was growing.””

“It was.””

Margaret shook her head.

“No, it wasn’t.””

She pointed at the papers.

“He was drowning in debt.””

I felt numb.

“He never told me.””

“No.””

Margaret’s voice softened.

“Because he knew you had inherited money from your father.””

I stopped breathing.

The room went silent.

I stared at Derek.

“What?””

He stepped forward.

“Claire, listen to me.””

“No.””

I backed away.

“Is that why?””

“No.””

“Is that why you suddenly became interested in me?””

“Claire.””

“Is that why you proposed after only six months?””

His silence was enough.

Memories started replaying.

Our first date.

The way he asked about my family.

The way he always wanted to know about my father’s company.

I had thought he was curious.

I thought he cared.

I thought he was interested in my life.

But maybe he had been calculating.

“You used me.””

His face twisted.

“No.””

“You married me because I could save you.””

“That’s not all it was.””

“But it was part of it.””

He didn’t deny it.

And that hurt more than anything.

Margaret reached for my hand.

“I found out after the wedding.””

I looked at her.

“You knew?””

“I knew something was wrong.””

She swallowed.

“I didn’t know everything.””

Derek interrupted.

“Mom, stop acting like you’re innocent.””

Margaret looked at him.

“I’m not.””

Her voice was quiet.

“But I am not the one who stood in front of a woman carrying my grandchild and offered her cab money.””

The words landed.

Derek looked away.

Another contraction began.

This one was stronger.

I grabbed the edge of the counter.

Immediately, Margaret stood.

“Claire.””

“I’m okay.””

“No, you’re not.””

She moved beside me.

And that was when I realized something strange.

The woman who had failed me before was now the only person in the room acting like I mattered.

Derek reached toward me.

I stepped back.

His hand froze in the air.

“I can take you to the hospital.””

I looked at him.

The old version of me would have said yes.

The old version of me would have been grateful for the smallest gesture.

But that woman was disappearing.

“No.””

His face fell.

“Claire.””

“I don’t need you to drive me.””

I looked at Margaret.

“I need someone who won’t leave halfway there.””

The silence was brutal.

Derek looked like I had slapped him.

Maybe because for the first time, he understood.

I wasn’t begging him to stay anymore.

I was accepting that he had already left.

Margaret grabbed her coat.

“I’ll take you.””

Derek stepped toward the door.

“Mom, you’re really choosing her over me?””

Margaret stopped.

Then slowly turned around.

“No, Derek.””

Her voice was filled with disappointment.

“I’m choosing the person who didn’t deserve what you did.””

She walked out with me.

But before we reached the car, my phone rang.

I looked down.

Unknown number.

I almost ignored it.

Then I saw the message underneath.

A photo.

A woman standing outside a hospital.

A woman holding a little girl’s hand.

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And beneath it, one sentence:

*“Claire, you need to know who your husband planned to leave you for after the baby was born.””*

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