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The Number Under My Mattress / Chapter 10 / 10

Chapter 10: The Truth My Mother Buried

Nobody moved.

Dad stood on the other side of the hidden door.

Daniel kept his weapon raised.

Mom stood beside me, trembling.

And I couldn't stop hearing his last sentence.

She's not the person you think she is.

I looked at Mom.

“Open the door.””

“Emily, no.””

“You said he was protecting me.””

“He was.””

“Then let him explain.””

Daniel shook his head.

“We don't know what's waiting outside.””

Dad's voice came through the door.

“Daniel, if I wanted you dead, you wouldn't be hearing my voice.””

Daniel's jaw tightened.

“That's exactly the kind of thing a man like you would say.””

Dad gave a tired laugh.

“I deserved that.””

I stepped closer to the door.

“Dad.””

Silence.

Then, softly:

“Emily?””

“Are you really alone?””

“Yes.””

“Are you hurt?””

Another pause.

“Yes.””

Mom closed her eyes.

“Ethan…”

He ignored her.

“I need you to open this door.””

“Why?””

“Because Rebecca is alive, but she's dying.””

My heart dropped.

“Where is she?””

“I'll take you to her.””

Daniel lowered his weapon slightly.

“Why should we trust you?””

“You shouldn't.””

That answer surprised all of us.

Dad continued.

“Trust the evidence.””

Daniel looked at me.

I nodded.

He opened the door.

Dad stood in the passage.

His shirt was stained with blood.

One sleeve was torn.

His face looked older than it had a few hours earlier.

He looked at Mom.

“Sarah.””

She didn't respond.

He looked at me.

For a moment, his expression broke.

“I’m sorry.””

I touched my cheek.

“You did this.””

“I know.””

“You hurt Mom.””

“I know.””

“You made me afraid of you.””

His eyes filled with tears.

“That was the one thing I prayed would never happen.””

Daniel stepped between us.

“Enough.””

Dad nodded.

“Fair.””

He reached into his pocket slowly.

Daniel raised his gun.

Dad stopped.

Then he pulled out a small metal key.

He held it toward me.

“This opens Rebecca's room.””

I stared at it.

“What room?””

“The place they've been keeping her.””

“Who?””

“The people your mother has been running from.””

Mom shook her head.

“Ethan, no.””

He looked at her.

“Sarah, it's over.””

She whispered, “You don't understand.””

“I understand perfectly.””

“No.””

Her voice cracked.

“You don't know what I did.””

Dad stared at her for several seconds.

Then he said quietly:

“Tell her.””

Mom looked at me.

I waited.

She finally whispered, “I betrayed Rebecca.””

My heart sank.

“What?””

“The night you were born…”

She wiped her face.

“I was terrified.””

Dad said nothing.

Mom continued.

“I knew the organization wanted you.””

“So did Dad.””

“Yes.””

“But you gave them information.””

She nodded.

“I thought it would buy us time.””

Daniel's face hardened.

“What information?””

“Our location.””

I stared at her.

“You told them where we were?””

“Not exactly.””

She began crying.

“I gave them Rebecca's location.””

The room went silent.

Dad looked down.

“That was why Rebecca disappeared.””

I stared at Mom.

“You sent them after her.””

“I didn't know they would hurt her.””

“You knew who they were!””

“I thought I could control it!””

Dad shook his head.

“You couldn't.””

Mom collapsed into the chair.

“I was twenty-four years old. I had a newborn baby. I thought everyone was going to die.””

She looked at me.

“I made the worst choice of my life.””

I couldn't speak.

Dad stepped closer.

“And I've spent fifteen years cleaning up the consequences.””

I looked at him.

“Why did you hurt her tonight?””

He closed his eyes.

“Because they were watching.””

“That's not enough.””

“I know.””

“You could have warned me.””

“If I warned you, they'd know I was trying to protect you.””

“So you attacked Mom.””

“I needed them to believe Sarah had contacted Rebecca.””

“And me?””

“I needed them to believe you were the seventeenth key.””

I stared at him.

“Am I?””

“No.””

The answer came immediately.

“No.””

Daniel frowned.

“Then what is?””

Dad looked at me.

“You.””

I frowned.

“That's the same thing.””

“No.””

He pointed to my shoulder.

“Not the mark.””

“Then what?””

“The memory.””

I remembered the tape.

“You said I saw something when I was born.””

“Yes.””

“But I was a baby.””

“Exactly.””

Dad looked at Mom.

“Rebecca figured out how to trigger the memory.””

Mom shook her head.

“No.””

Dad continued.

“She hid a message inside a lullaby.””

My brow furrowed.

“What lullaby?””

“The one your mother sang to you every night.””

I stared at Mom.

She looked away.

I suddenly remembered.

A melody.

Four notes repeated again and again.

Mom had sung it when I was little.

When I was sick.

When thunderstorms scared me.

When Dad was working late.

I whispered the first words.

“Sleep now, little star…”

Mom began crying.

Dad nodded.

“That's it.””

Daniel stared at him.

“What's encoded in it?””

“Coordinates.””

My heart raced.

“Of the ledger?””

“No.””

Dad looked toward me.

“Of the people.””

“What people?””

“The organization's members.””

I stared.

“The lullaby contains the names of everyone who ordered the killings.””

Daniel's eyes widened.

“That's impossible.””

“Rebecca created it.””

“How?””

“Each musical note corresponds to a number.””

Dad looked at me.

“And Emily remembers the entire melody.””

I whispered, “I don't understand.””

“You don't have to.””

He stepped closer.

“You just have to sing it.””

I looked at Mom.

She shook her head.

“Emily, don't.””

“Why?””

“Because once they hear it, they will know.””

“Who?””

Mom's voice broke.

“Everyone.””

Dad pulled out his phone.

“There is one more thing.””

He showed me a video.

Rebecca was sitting in a dim room.

She looked exhausted.

But alive.

She stared directly into the camera.

“Emily.””

I stepped closer.

Rebecca smiled weakly.

“If you're watching this, your father kept his promise.””

She paused.

“And your mother finally told you the truth.””

Mom covered her mouth.

Rebecca continued.

“I need you to know something.””

Her eyes filled with tears.

“None of this was your fault.””

I couldn't stop crying.

“You were a baby.””

She smiled.

“A very stubborn baby.””

I laughed through my tears.

Rebecca continued.

“Your father saved you.””

The video changed.

Dad appeared beside her.

“You may hate him,” Rebecca said.

“You may hate your mother. You may hate me.””

She looked directly into the camera.

“But don't hate yourself.””

The screen went black.

Dad lowered the phone.

“Where is she?”” I asked.

“Safe.””

“You said she was dying.””

“She was injured.””

“Then take me to her.””

Dad nodded.

We left the hidden room.

The police were waiting outside.

Officer Harris was in custody.

Daniel spoke rapidly to the other officers.

Within minutes, we were moving again.

This time, Dad drove.

I sat in the passenger seat.

For nearly an hour, neither of us spoke.

Finally, I said, “Did you really hit me because you had to?””

His hands tightened around the steering wheel.

“No.””

I looked at him.

“What?””

“I could have done it differently.””

He swallowed.

“I was afraid.””

“Of what?””

“That if I looked like a monster for one more second, you'd survive long enough to leave.””

I stared through the windshield.

“I still remember the first time you taught me to ride a bike.””

His eyes watered.

“You fell six times.””

“You said I wasn't allowed to quit.””

“I remember.””

“You ran behind me.””

“I did.””

“You let go.””

“You didn't notice.””

I looked at him.

He smiled sadly.

“You kept riding.””

We reached an old farmhouse before sunrise.

Rebecca was inside.

Alive.

She sat by a window with a blanket around her shoulders.

When she saw me, she started crying.

I ran to her.

She hugged me carefully.

“You're so grown up.””

“You're really alive.””

“I am.””

“I thought you died.””

“I know.””

“Why didn't you come back?””

Rebecca looked at my mother.

“Because Sarah asked me not to.””

Mom lowered her head.

I looked at her.

“Why?””

Rebecca answered.

“Because she thought the organization would use me to find you.””

Mom whispered, “I was wrong.””

“Yes.””

Rebecca took my hand.

“But you were scared.””

I sat beside her.

“What happens now?””

Daniel entered carrying a box.

“The ledger is gone.””

I looked at him.

“What?””

“Rebecca destroyed it years ago.””

“Then why are people still hunting me?””

Daniel opened the box.

Inside was a cassette tape.

“The information wasn't in the ledger.””

I stared at it.

“It was in the lullaby.””

He nodded.

“The melody gives us the names.””

Mom looked at me.

“Emily…”

I knew what she was asking.

I closed my eyes.

Then I sang.

Softly.

Four notes.

Then four more.

Daniel began writing numbers.

Rebecca closed her eyes.

Mom cried silently.

Dad stood by the door.

When I finished, Daniel stared at the page.

“This is enough.””

“For what?””

“To bring them all down.””

I looked at Dad.

“What happens to you?””

He lowered his eyes.

“I'll go to prison.””

My chest tightened.

“Even though you protected me?””

“Yes.””

“Even though Mom betrayed Rebecca?””

“Yes.””

Mom stepped forward.

“I'll go too.””

Dad shook his head.

“No.””

“I was part of it.””

“You were afraid.””

“I still did it.””

Rebecca looked between them.

“Then both of you tell the truth.””

Dad nodded.

“I will.””

Mom nodded too.

I stood.

For the first time in my life, I didn't feel like a child standing between two adults.

I felt like someone who had survived them.

Outside, the sun began rising.

My father looked at me one last time before the agents came to take him away.

“Emily?””

“Yes?””

“Keep riding.””

I understood.

I stepped forward and hugged him.

He held me tightly.

Then I let go.

Months later, the names from the lullaby led investigators to dozens of corrupt officials and members of the organization.

The hidden records were recovered.

Rebecca survived.

My mother testified.

My father pleaded guilty to his crimes.

And me?

I kept the old phone.

The one number under my mattress.

I never deleted it.

Because sometimes, when I look at it, I remember the girl I was that night.

The girl who thought her father was a monster.

The girl who thought her mother was helpless.

The girl who didn't know why everyone was lying.

She was wrong about some things.

Right about others.

But she learned one truth I will carry for the rest of my life:

Sometimes the people who love you can hurt you while trying to save you.

And sometimes survival means finally refusing to keep their secrets.

The last time I saw Dad, he stood behind the glass in the prison visiting room.

He lifted his hand.

I lifted mine.

Neither of us spoke.

Then he mouthed the words he'd said so many years ago.

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“Keep riding.””

And this time, I didn't look back.

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