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Chapter 5: The Woman Who Chapter 5: The Woman Who Was Supposed to Be Dead

Daniel Was Supposed to Be Dead

Daniel Reed read the anonymous message three times.

Reed read the anonymous message three times.

Then he turned his computer towardThen he turned his computer toward me.

“Do you recognize the hospital in this photograph?””

I studied the bracelet on the me.

“Do you recognize the hospital in this photograph?””

I studied the bracelet on the screen. The plastic band was identical to the one I'd found in my childhood keepsake box, down screen. The plastic band was identical to the one I'd found in my childhood keepsake box, down to the faded ink and the handwritten nursery number.

But the photograph had something mine didn't.

A hospital label lay to the faded ink and the handwritten nursery number.

But the photograph had something mine didn't.

A hospital label lay beside the bracelet.

The date was the day I was born.

beside the bracelet.

The date was the day I was born.

And beneath the date, someone had written a name.

*Claire Bennett.*

My biological mother'sAnd beneath the date, someone had written a name.

*Claire Bennett.*

My biological mother's name.

“I don't understand,” I whispered.

“My mother told me Claire died shortly after I was born.””

Daniel didn't look name.

“I don't understand,” I whispered.

“My mother told me Claire died shortly after I was born.””

Daniel didn't look away from the screen.

“Your mother told you that. We haven't independently verified it.””

He opened a new document away from the screen.

“Your mother told you that. We haven't independently verified it.””

He opened a new document and began listing the records we needed: the original adoption file, the complete trust and began listing the records we needed: the original adoption file, the complete trust instrument, the sealed family-court proceeding, and any available hospital records.

“ instrument, the sealed family-court proceeding, and any available hospital records.

“I'm not going to tell you what happened before we have evidence,” he said.

“But I can tell you somethingI'm not going to tell you what happened before we have evidence,” he said.

“But I can tell you something important. You don't have to accept your family's version of events simply because they've repeated it for twenty important. You don't have to accept your family's version of events simply because they've repeated it for twenty-two years.””

I swallowed hard.

“What if they really did protect me?””

“Then the evidence should help us understand that. Protection doesn't explain a forged signature, and it doesn't automatically justify transferring your inheritance.””

He asked me to forward the anonymous message and the photograph.

-two years.””

I swallowed hard.

“What if they really did protect me?””

“Then the evidence should help us understand that. Protection doesn't explain a forged signature, and it doesn't automatically justify transferring your inheritance.””

He asked me to forward the anonymous message and the photograph.

I did.

Before I left his office, he made one final requestI did.

Before I left his office, he made one final request.

“Don't contact the person who sent it. Let me see.

“Don't contact the person who sent it. Let me see whether we can establish where it came from. And Ava, if anyone whether we can establish where it came from. And Ava, if anyone pressures you to sign another document, don't do it before independent legal review.””

I promised pressures you to sign another document, don't do it before independent legal review.””

I promised I wouldn't.

But as Tessa drove me home, I couldn't stop thinking about the bracelet.

The night I wouldn't.

But as Tessa drove me home, I couldn't stop thinking about the bracelet.

The night I was born.

The woman who supposedly died.

And the possibility that the story I was born.

The woman who supposedly died.

And the possibility that the story I'd been told about my own life was a carefully constructed lie.

At 6:18 p.m., my I'd been told about my own life was a carefully constructed lie.

At 6:18 p.m., my mother called.

I watched her name flash across the screen until the call ended.

Then she called again.

I mother called.

I watched her name flash across the screen until the call ended.

Then she called again.

I answered the third time.

“Who sent me the photograph?”” I asked.

There was silence.

“Hello answered the third time.

“Who sent me the photograph?”” I asked.

There was silence.

“Hello, Mom?””

“Where did you get it?””

“Someone sent it to me.””

“Who, Mom?””

“Where did you get it?””

“Someone sent it to me.””

“Who?””

“I don't know.””

She exhaled sharply.

“You need to delete?””

“I don't know.””

She exhaled sharply.

“You need to delete it.””

“Why?””

“Because it's private.””

“It's a photograph of the it.””

“Why?””

“Because it's private.””

“It's a photograph of the hospital bracelet you gave me.””

“That doesn't mean you have the hospital bracelet you gave me.””

“That doesn't mean you have the right to circulate it.””

“I sent it to my attorney.””

A sharp intake of breath came right to circulate it.””

“I sent it to my attorney.””

A sharp intake of breath came through the speaker.

“You did what?””

“He's investigating the loan and the trust. He needs through the speaker.

“You did what?””

“He's investigating the loan and the trust. He needs to understand what happened.””

“You have no idea what you're doing.””

“Then tell me the to understand what happened.””

“You have no idea what you're doing.””

“Then tell me the truth.””

She lowered her voice.

“Ava, please. I am begging you. Don't open truth.””

She lowered her voice.

“Ava, please. I am begging you. Don't open that file.””

“Why?””

“Because some things can't be undone.””

“Like stealing two hundred and forty thousand dollars?””

“ that file.””

“Why?””

“Because some things can't be undone.””

“Like stealing two hundred and forty thousand dollars?””

“That's not what happened!””

“Then where is the money?””

She began crying.

For yearsThat's not what happened!””

“Then where is the money?””

She began crying.

For years, her tears had been the end of every argument. The moment she started crying, her tears had been the end of every argument. The moment she started crying, I would apologize, even when I had done nothing wrong.

This time, I waited.

Finally, she whispered,, I would apologize, even when I had done nothing wrong.

This time, I waited.

Finally, she whispered, “I did what Claire asked me to do.””

“What did Claire ask you to do?””

“To raise you.

“I did what Claire asked me to do.””

“What did Claire ask you to do?””

“To raise you. To give you a home. To make sure you had a future.””

“Did she ask you to tell To give you a home. To make sure you had a future.””

“Did she ask you to tell me she was dead?””

Mom stopped crying.

The silence stretched.

“ me she was dead?””

Mom stopped crying.

The silence stretched.

“Mom?””

“I have to go.””

She hung up.

I sat at the kitchen table for nearlyMom?””

“I have to go.””

She hung up.

I sat at the kitchen table for nearly an hour, replaying the conversation.

At 7:42 p.m., an email arrived from Daniel an hour, replaying the conversation.

At 7:42 p.m., an email arrived from Daniel.

He had found a possible lead.

The attorney named in the court order had retired several years earlier, but his former law firm still maintained some archived records. Daniel had submitted a formal request for.

He had found a possible lead.

The attorney named in the court order had retired several years earlier, but his former law firm still maintained some archived records. Daniel had submitted a formal request for information and was waiting to hear whether the firm could confirm the attorney's involvement.

He also explained that the sealed proceeding information and was waiting to hear whether the firm could confirm the attorney's involvement.

He also explained that the sealed proceeding would require a separate legal request.

There was no instant answer.

No would require a separate legal request.

There was no instant answer.

No magical document that would resolve everything.

Just a growing list of questions and a family magical document that would resolve everything.

Just a growing list of questions and a family determined to keep me from asking them.

The following morning, I went to work.

I needed determined to keep me from asking them.

The following morning, I went to work.

I needed the ordinary rhythm of the coffee shop: the hiss of the espresso machine, the clatter the ordinary rhythm of the coffee shop: the hiss of the espresso machine, the clatter of ceramic mugs, the smell of fresh coffee grounds.

of ceramic mugs, the smell of fresh coffee grounds.

For three hours, I made lattes and smiled at customers.

Then a woman in a dark green coat walked through theFor three hours, I made lattes and smiled at customers.

Then a woman in a dark green coat walked through the front door.

She looked to be in her late forties. Her hair was pulled back, and she front door.

She looked to be in her late forties. Her hair was pulled back, and she carried a plain brown envelope against her chest.

She scanned the room before approaching the counter.

“Are you Ava carried a plain brown envelope against her chest.

She scanned the room before approaching the counter.

“Are you Ava Bennett?””

I froze.

“Who wants to know?””

“My name is Elaine Porter. I Bennett?””

I froze.

“Who wants to know?””

“My name is Elaine Porter. I was Claire's attorney.””

The milk pitcher slipped in was Claire's attorney.””

The milk pitcher slipped in my hand.

I caught it before it hit the floor.

“Claire's attorney?””

She nodded.

“I've my hand.

I caught it before it hit the floor.

“Claire's attorney?””

She nodded.

“I've been trying to find you.””

I glanced toward my manager, who was restocking cups been trying to find you.””

I glanced toward my manager, who was restocking cups behind the counter.

“Can we talk somewhere private?””

Elaine looked toward the windows.

“Not here. There's behind the counter.

“Can we talk somewhere private?””

Elaine looked toward the windows.

“Not here. There's a diner across the street. I'll wait for you when your shift ends.””

a diner across the street. I'll wait for you when your shift ends.””

She left before I could ask anything else.

For the next four hours, I madeShe left before I could ask anything else.

For the next four hours, I made mistakes I'd never made before. I poured the wrong milk, forgot a customer's order, and nearly handed someone mistakes I'd never made before. I poured the wrong milk, forgot a customer's order, and nearly handed someone a cup without a lid.

At noon, my manager finally took one a cup without a lid.

At noon, my manager finally took one look at me and said, “Go take your break. Whatever's happening, you look look at me and said, “Go take your break. Whatever's happening, you look like you need a minute.””

I crossed the street.

Elaine was sitting in a booth near the back like you need a minute.””

I crossed the street.

Elaine was sitting in a booth near the back, two untouched cups of coffee in front of her.

She stood when she, two untouched cups of coffee in front of her.

She stood when she saw me.

For a moment, she simply stared.

Then her eyes filled with tears.

“You have Claire saw me.

For a moment, she simply stared.

Then her eyes filled with tears.

“You have Claire's face,” she whispered.

I sat down slowly.

“Did you know my mother?””

“I knew your's face,” she whispered.

I sat down slowly.

“Did you know my mother?””

“I knew your biological mother. I also knew Felicia.””

She pushed the brown envelope across biological mother. I also knew Felicia.””

She pushed the brown envelope across the table.

Inside were copies of old letters, a photograph of a woman holding a newborn, and a the table.

Inside were copies of old letters, a photograph of a woman holding a newborn, and a business card bearing Elaine's name.

The woman in the photograph had dark hair, my business card bearing Elaine's name.

The woman in the photograph had dark hair, my eyes, and the same small dimple in her left cheek.

I touched the paper.

“That's Claire eyes, and the same small dimple in her left cheek.

I touched the paper.

“That's Claire?””

“Yes.””

“Why did my mother tell me she died?””

Elaine folded her hands.

“Because she believed?””

“Yes.””

“Why did my mother tell me she died?””

Elaine folded her hands.

“Because she believed that was the only way she could keep you.””

I looked up.

“Keep me from whom?””

“ that was the only way she could keep you.””

I looked up.

“Keep me from whom?””

“Your biological father.””

The words landed like a blow.

I had grown up believing my fatherYour biological father.””

The words landed like a blow.

I had grown up believing my father was the man who taught me to ride a bicycle and helped me with my homework was the man who taught me to ride a bicycle and helped me with my homework.

I'd never imagined another man.

Another family.

Another version of myself.

I'd never imagined another man.

Another family.

Another version of myself.

“Who was he?””

Elaine hesitated.

“His name was Jonathan Hale.

“Who was he?””

Elaine hesitated.

“His name was Jonathan Hale. He came from a wealthy family. Claire met him when they were both young. Their relationship ended.

He came from a wealthy family. Claire met him when they were both young. Their relationship ended before you were born.””

“Was he abusive?””

“No.””

“Then before you were born.””

“Was he abusive?””

“No.””

“Then why would Mom need to protect me from him?””

Elaine looked down at the letters.

“Because Jonathan why would Mom need to protect me from him?””

Elaine looked down at the letters.

“Because Jonathan's family believed Claire was unfit to raise you. They wanted custody, and they had the money to fight's family believed Claire was unfit to raise you. They wanted custody, and they had the money to fight for it.””

I stared at her.

“Why?””

“Claire was young, unmarried for it.””

I stared at her.

“Why?””

“Claire was young, unmarried, and struggling financially. Jonathan's family argued that you would have a better life with them.””

“Would I, and struggling financially. Jonathan's family argued that you would have a better life with them.””

“Would I?””

“That's not for me to decide.””

She took a breath.

“Claire didn't want you to grow?””

“That's not for me to decide.””

She took a breath.

“Claire didn't want you to grow up as a bargaining chip between two families. She asked Felicia to raise you temporarily while she established up as a bargaining chip between two families. She asked Felicia to raise you temporarily while she established herself and prepared to challenge the custody arrangement.””

“Temporarily?””

Elaine nodded.

“Claire never intended to disappear herself and prepared to challenge the custody arrangement.””

“Temporarily?””

Elaine nodded.

“Claire never intended to disappear from your life forever.””

My throat tightened.

“What happened to her?””

Elaine looked at me for from your life forever.””

My throat tightened.

“What happened to her?””

Elaine looked at me for a long time.

“That's the question I couldn't answer for years.””

She explained that Claire had been a long time.

“That's the question I couldn't answer for years.””

She explained that Claire had been involved in a serious legal dispute over her parental rights. Shortly after I was born, involved in a serious legal dispute over her parental rights. Shortly after I was born, she disappeared from the records available to Elaine.

Felicia claimed Claire had died in an she disappeared from the records available to Elaine. Felicia claimed Claire had died in an accident, but she never produced a death certificate.

Elaine had asked questions.

Felicia stopped responding accident, but she never produced a death certificate.

Elaine had asked questions.

Felicia stopped responding to her calls.

Then the court sealed the relevant family records.

“I should to her calls.

Then the court sealed the relevant family records.

“I should have pushed harder,” Elaine said quietly.

“But I was young, and I believed Felicia had legal authority to make have pushed harder,” Elaine said quietly.

“But I was young, and I believed Felicia had legal authority to make decisions about you.””

“Why are you telling me now?””

“Because I received a letter three weeks ago.””

decisions about you.””

“Why are you telling me now?””

“Because I received a letter three weeks ago.””

She opened the envelope and handed me a photocopy.

The letter had been mailedShe opened the envelope and handed me a photocopy.

The letter had been mailed from a post office in another state. The handwriting was unfamiliar, but the message was clear.

*The from a post office in another state. The handwriting was unfamiliar, but the message was clear.

The girl is twenty-two now. The trust should be released. Please make sure she receives the original documents.

The girl is twenty-two now. The trust should be released. Please make sure she receives the original documents.*

The letter was signed with one word.

*Claire.*

I stared at it.

My fingers went letter was signed with one word.

*Claire.*

I stared at it.

My fingers went numb.

“She's alive?””

Elaine didn't answer immediately.

“I don't know for certain. The letter could numb.

“She's alive?””

Elaine didn't answer immediately.

“I don't know for certain. The letter could have been sent by someone acting on her behalf. But it contained information about the original trust that only have been sent by someone acting on her behalf. But it contained information about the original trust that only a handful of people would know.””

“Did you contact the sender?””

“The return address was a postal a handful of people would know.””

“Did you contact the sender?””

“The return address was a postal box. I sent a reply, but I haven't received a response.””

I looked at the photograph again.

My mother had told box. I sent a reply, but I haven't received a response.””

I looked at the photograph again.

My mother had told me Claire was dead.

Elaine had never seen proof.

Someone claiming to be Claire had written a me Claire was dead.

Elaine had never seen proof.

Someone claiming to be Claire had written a letter three weeks ago.

And the trust had been transferred away from me just as I reached the age when I letter three weeks ago.

And the trust had been transferred away from me just as I reached the age when I was supposed to receive it.

“What does the trust have to do with my father?””

Elaine pulled was supposed to receive it.

“What does the trust have to do with my father?””

Elaine pulled another page from the envelope.

“Claire established the trust to give another page from the envelope.

“Claire established the trust to give you financial independence. Jonathan contributed to it through a settlement agreement. His you financial independence.

Jonathan contributed to it through a settlement agreement. His family wanted to make sure you had financial support, but Claire insisted the money be yours alone family wanted to make sure you had financial support, but Claire insisted the money be yours alone.””

“Two hundred and forty thousand dollars?””

“Possibly more. The original account was invested.””

“Two hundred and forty thousand dollars?””

“Possibly more. The original account was invested for years. I don't have the current balance.””

“Why did Madison receive it?””

Elaine's face tightened.

“She shouldn't have. for years. I don't have the current balance.””

“Why did Madison receive it?””

Elaine's face tightened.

“She shouldn't have. Not without a legally valid transfer.””

I showed her the court order on my phone.

She read it carefully.

Then she looked at Not without a legally valid transfer.””

I showed her the court order on my phone.

She read it carefully.

Then she looked at the signature.

“This is not the document I prepared.””

My the signature.

“This is not the document I prepared.””

My heart began racing.

“You prepared the trust?””

“I prepared Claire's original estate documents heart began racing.

“You prepared the trust?””

“I prepared Claire's original estate documents. I did not prepare this disclaimer.””

“Then who did?””

“I don't know. But the wording. I did not prepare this disclaimer.””

“Then who did?””

“I don't know. But the wording is wrong, and the witness information doesn't match my records.””

She pulled a pair is wrong, and the witness information doesn't match my records.””

She pulled a pair of reading glasses from her handbag and examined the document again.

“There's something else.””

“What?””

“The court order references a sealed identity proceeding of reading glasses from her handbag and examined the document again.

“There's something else.””

“What?””

“The court order references a sealed identity proceeding. I remember that case number.””

I leaned forward.

“What was it about?””

Elaine's. I remember that case number.””

I leaned forward.

“What was it about?””

Elaine's voice dropped.

“It was about a dispute over your legal identity.””

I stared at her.

“I'm Ava voice dropped.

“It was about a dispute over your legal identity.””

I stared at her.

“I'm Ava Bennett.””

“Yes,” she said gently.

“That is the name you've always used. But the original trust contained Bennett.””

“Yes,” she said gently.

“That is the name you've always used. But the original trust contained a provision that required your identity to be confirmed before the money could be released.””

“ a provision that required your identity to be confirmed before the money could be released.””

“Confirmed how?””

“Through the sealed court record.””

She turned theConfirmed how?””

“Through the sealed court record.””

She turned the page toward me.

At the bottom was a handwritten note from the original file.

**Benef page toward me.

At the bottom was a handwritten note from the original file.

*Beneficiary's identity must be independently verified. Guardian may not act as beneficiary's representative in any disputeiciary's identity must be independently verified. Guardian may not act as beneficiary's representative in any dispute involving the estate.*

I felt sick.

My mother had been my guardian.

She involving the estate.**

I felt sick.

My mother had been my guardian.

She had also been the person communicating with the bank, the person who supposedly knew had also been the person communicating with the bank, the person who supposedly knew where the money went, and the person who had delivered the documents claiming I'd surrendered my inheritance.

“ where the money went, and the person who had delivered the documents claiming I'd surrendered my inheritance.

“Did she have access to the trust?”” I asked.

Elaine nodded slowly.

“She hadDid she have access to the trust?”” I asked.

Elaine nodded slowly.

“She had access to the correspondence. But that isn't the same as ownership.””

I sat back.

For the access to the correspondence. But that isn't the same as ownership.””

I sat back.

For the first time, I understood why my mother had brought a police officer to my apartment.

She hadn't simply wanted to intimidate me into paying a first time, I understood why my mother had brought a police officer to my apartment.

She hadn't simply wanted to intimidate me into paying a bill.

She had wanted to make me look dangerous, unreasonable, and unreliable before bill.

She had wanted to make me look dangerous, unreasonable, and unreliable before I discovered what had happened to the trust.

And Madison had helped her.

I stood to leave.

Elaine I discovered what had happened to the trust.

And Madison had helped her.

I stood to leave.

Elaine caught my hand.

“Ava, there's one more thing you should know.””

I sat down again.

“ caught my hand.

“Ava, there's one more thing you should know.””

I sat down again.

“Tell me.””

“The letter from Claire included a photograph of a woman standingTell me.””

“The letter from Claire included a photograph of a woman standing outside a courthouse. I recognized the building, but I couldn't identify the woman.””

She removed outside a courthouse. I recognized the building, but I couldn't identify the woman.””

She removed a final photograph from the envelope.

It showed a woman with dark hair and a pale a final photograph from the envelope.

It showed a woman with dark hair and a pale scarf standing beside a courthouse entrance.

The image was grainy, but the woman's face was turned scarf standing beside a courthouse entrance.

The image was grainy, but the woman's face was turned toward the camera.

I looked at her eyes.

Then her mouth.

Then the small dimple in her left cheek.

I felt the toward the camera.

I looked at her eyes.

Then her mouth.

Then the small dimple in her left cheek.

I felt the room tilt.

She looked exactly like me.

Elaine whispered, “If this woman room tilt.

She looked exactly like me.

Elaine whispered, “If this woman is Claire, she may still be alive.””

My phone began ringing.

Mom.

I answered.

“Where are you is Claire, she may still be alive.””

My phone began ringing.

Mom.

I answered.

“Where are you?”” she demanded.

I stared at the photograph.

“Why?””

“Because Madison?”” she demanded.

I stared at the photograph.

“Why?””

“Because Madison just received a call from the bank. They're freezing the remaining funds just received a call from the bank. They're freezing the remaining funds while they review the transfer.””

My heart stopped.

“What remaining funds?””

Mom's breathing became ragged.

“The trust.””

while they review the transfer.””

My heart stopped.

“What remaining funds?””

Mom's breathing became ragged.

“The trust.””

I gripped the edge of the table.

“Why are you telling me this?””

“Because if they investigate theI gripped the edge of the table.

“Why are you telling me this?””

“Because if they investigate the original beneficiary, they'll discover the sealed court record.””

I swallowed.

“What's in original beneficiary, they'll discover the sealed court record.””

I swallowed.

“What's in that record?””

Mom began crying.

Then she said the words that shattered everything I thought I knew.

that record?””

Mom began crying.

Then she said the words that shattered everything I thought I knew.

“Your father didn't die when you were sixteen, Ava.””

I couldn't“Your father didn't die when you were sixteen, Ava.””

I couldn't speak.

“What?””

“The man who raised you wasn't your biological father. Jonathan Hale is.””

She took a shaky breath.

speak.

“What?””

“The man who raised you wasn't your biological father. Jonathan Hale is.””

May you like

She took a shaky breath.

“And Jonathan is still alive.””

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